I’m really glad you found it helpful. Thats why I write these articles. I had exactly the same problem, when I was finally diagnosed all I felt was relief! Too bad there wasn’t early intervention, but its never to late! The more you find out about BPD the more you’ll understand the nature of the beast — at first it seems like an abyss or a chaos inside you, but over time it gets easier. So keep going, I’m right there with you!